Seeing all my friends with boyfriends, some who I am pretty sure they are going to marry, depresses me. I feel like I’ll never have what they have because I’m too overweight and I’m so shy and I don’t think anyone will ever like me for me. I really don’t want to end up alone, but I probably will..
i don’t understand why. why are you willing to go out with her but never given me a chance? is it something i’ve said or done? is it because i’m fat and ugly (if so just tell me)? i just wish you would give us a chance. everyone used to say that we would be so good together.
11309.) All these best friendships and couples in love on Tumblr make me so jealous. I’ve never had that. I won’t ever have that. Someone tell me why, tell me what is so wrong with me.
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11217.) when im with people, i feel alone. when im by myself i feel like im in my own little world.
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11216.) i want someone to say i love you. not the fake kind you say to your 3 month 10th grade girlfriend, but the kind that you say when you’re falling asleep in each others arms after along day, no sex, just being close and feeling close. That’s the kind i want. the kind that’s whispered in the night, when no one can hear.
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11184.) I want a guy that likes me for who i am.
when my hair is natural and messy, when my clothes aren’t always the best ones out of my closet, when my make-up, when i wear it, isn’t at it’s best. I just want someone in my life that’s honest with me no matter what. i wish you realized that you’re everything i’ve always wanted. Everytime we’re walking side by side i want to grab your hand and never let go. or when we’re looking each other in the eyes while talking or even when we’re laying by each other on your floor, i wish you would scoot over a little bit more and kiss me. out of no where. that would make me feel special and great. And to be honest, you’re the first guy i’ve really wanted to be mine and mine only. it’s been almost a year and i want to tell you so bad, but my confidence isn’t ready to face something like this. Maybe i’m not ready, but i wish i was. in my mind i imagine what we’d look like, and what our friends would think of us. We’re a lot alike with interesting differences. I just want you to realize that i’ll always be here, waiting, wishing, HOPING, that you would just open up to me. And maybe, just MAYBE feel the same way. let’s start something great before it slips away. i can’t afford to loose someone as sweet and great as you. you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me. never leave my side, or i’ll be lost.
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this is the side of me that I keep hidden from everyone.
