The Side of Me No One Else Sees

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when my hair is natural and messy, when my clothes aren’t always the best ones out of my closet, when my make-up, when i wear it, isn’t at it’s best. I just want someone in my life that’s honest with me no matter what. i wish you realized that you’re everything i’ve always wanted. Everytime we’re walking side by side i want to grab your hand and never let go. or when we’re looking each other in the eyes while talking or even when we’re laying by each other on your floor, i wish you would scoot over a little bit more and kiss me. out of no where. that would make me feel special and great. And to be honest, you’re the first guy i’ve really wanted to be mine and mine only. it’s been almost a year and i want to tell you so bad, but my confidence isn’t ready to face something like this. Maybe i’m not ready, but i wish i was. in my mind i imagine what we’d look like, and what our friends would think of us. We’re a lot alike with interesting differences. I just want you to realize that i’ll always be here, waiting, wishing, HOPING, that you would just open up to me. And maybe, just MAYBE feel the same way. let’s start something great before it slips away. i can’t afford to loose someone as sweet and great as you. you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me. never leave my side, or i’ll be lost.